All American Reject - Give you hell

When you see my face Hope it gives you hell hope it gives you hell~
I was watchin this mv of All American Rejects - Give You Hell, at channel MTV
and my mum turn to me and say: "what kind of song is this, give you hell?!"
hahah, belive it or not.. I actually liked this song very much XD
The mv is kinda interesting too, so pls enjoy~
fyi, my playlist has tis song too!



I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes
When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car, And did it ever get you far
You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard, Do you even know where you are
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Yeah, Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way Hope it gives you hellHope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies, You can look me in the eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and sing along, oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
And when you sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

Everytime after listening this song, i sort of calm down when i'm being emotional
so pls dun feel weird if you see me repeating this song few time~

*****
I'm sad that is so hard for us to spend time together
I'm sad that everyone is busy with their own life
I'm sad that our plan always end up cancelling
I'm not whining
I'm not blaming
I'm just sad =(

Dinner with family

I think most of my coursemate is not in a good mood for these few days..
We had too much decision to made.. And is hard, i dont want my blog to be full of my emotions and sadness..
To brighten up my blog a little bit, i wanna share some happy moments i had.
On valentines day, sadly i've no date ;p
but i have a lovely dinner with my family.

Where we went?

Well, it wasn't really fun i think. XD

Coz is full with lovers coming for dinner and the menu is only limited to valentines set

A little bit disappointed with it.

We had few main course, i'm too busy eating to snatch a photo of it.

However, my sis remember to take some photo of dessert!

Dessert is good in cheering ppl up. Perhaps i need it now =)

Here's our dessert of the night:

Chocolate and Strawberry parfait

hmm, forgot the name.. Chocolate mud pie? XD
I only remember it was do chocolaty. Love it!!



Guess what we had for drinks?

Jug of Martini!
No pictures coz... i lazy to take ;p

It doesn't taste too good to me.
I'm definitely not an alchoholic, i cant even spell the word!! XD
And i drink even lesser than my younger sister!!

hahah. anyway cheers to everyone.



Cheer up ya!

**I know this looks like a cincai post, but i just refresh myself with happy moment to clear away the sad mind. Hope you all wont mind =)**

Sometimes i do hope to have shoulder to cry on,

would you lend me yours?

Hectic Monday

Today is another Loooong Monday.. =(
From 8 in the morning.. lecture lecture lecture. til 5pm..
Is another stressful day, tryin really hard to understand all the points and joting them down.
Is challenging, i liked it but to some extent, i feel very tiring..
I'm just not used to have to tahan 4hours nt goin to toilet at all.. XD

Decision still havent been made..
Is hard, both decision has pros and cons..
I cant weight it this time.. My mum ask me to think myself.. =(
I really cant decide..
I want to save my parents money but what if i didn't do well?
sigh..
4subjects or 3subject?
If i take 3, i'll have to go for a tougher subject which is like a final year report
If i take 4, i'll have to pay 2k more oso need to spend more time..

I'm never good in doing assignment, honestly..
Business report will be a good challenge.. but wil i cope with it?
If i failed.. or even done badly.. how?

4 subjects, they say this would b a safer choice coz the subject seems to be slightly easier compare to business report.. Still i have to spend more time to cope with more subs rite?

Who should i discuss with?
Independence thinking?

Moreover, mummy is sick today. =(
I'm sad when she's sick..
I hope she gets well soon..
Please dont be denggi..
nobody watch tv with me tonight..

sigh,
i hate monday now..

累

我

偶尔也有情绪化的时候
虽然很少发作。。
突然的觉得

我

很讨厌 高楼大厦
很讨厌 人潮拥挤
很讨厌 紧绷的生活
很讨厌 商业化的生活

很累

突然 在人潮拥挤 的火车里
很想 就蹲在地上 失声的哭
只是 很想
可是 我很理智的 闭气眼睛
生呼吸。。

我没事

只是

心身上 有点疲累
学业上 有点挫败感
友情上 有点失落感

只要逃避现实一个晚上
我就会恢复了
诉了苦 感觉也好多了

My heart was beating so fast.... XD

When she looks at me,
my heart was beating so fast that i could hear it.,
my face starting to get a bit heaty and i'm not sure whether it's getting red or not.
The word just come out of my mouth, i didn't plan to say it out
but i've no idea why my mouth utter the word..

Did it sound like i'm going to confess to some one or what?
hahah, actually it was during the lecturer class i mention in the previous post,
we're discussing some question and i some how just say out the answer in my mind that i didn't plan to do so..
So when she turns to look at me.. i start to feel nervous..
and start explainin why i answer that with the condition i mention above.. LOL
However, my answer wasn't really correct but she was fine with it.

i feel kinda funny after this incident,
coz the moment she look at me, then the heart start beating really fast and bla bla bla
so funny. hahah
i'm not a little girl dy but i'll still feel nervous when asnwering.. is kinda funny la..
Maybe i'm not so used to answering in the class when everybody will look at you.

I used to be a person that will not read out my answer unless being forced..
and i do mean it.
During my secondary life, i will never raise my hand to answer anything
Only when forced like u'll have to stand if u cant answer anything when everyone had already sit down.
Thanks to my buddies sitting around me that keep telling me asnwer and ask me to raise hand.
Secondary life, i do miss it like many of you out there, right? =)

Enough of memorance, it only makes me missing it even more. LOL
Back to my college life..
Before the semester starts, i was making a decision whether to stay or go.
I even weight this 2 decision by writing out the pros and cons of both.

Stay:
- Financially secured, at least i can earn my own money
- Closer to family and friends (i'll miss them if i go, XD)
- Go on vacation in the middle of year or end of year.
- expenser will be lesser (for my dad, since he didn't pay for all my personal expense)
- a more... simple life?
- less adventure
- meet lesser people

Go:
- learn to be independent
- english definitely will improved
- Meet different people
- experience different life
- challenging
- Financially insecured (pound eh, what if i dont have enough pound to pay for the fees) LOL
- A more interesting life also tougher

It was very hard for me.. to decide which route as i know both will lead to different future..
i didn't take the route that was less taken, (like the poem)
I choose to stay.. i sure hope i wont regret in the future.
Once a decision is made, i shouldn't be looking back again.
Please let me know that i've made the correct decision =)

p/s: something happy, i've all pass in my previous semester!! Dont know the exact result but at least i can focus on the current semester without worry~

the lecturer..

hey, my dear frens..
as some ppl comment in my cbox, i've been lazy lately. LOL
actually i had alot to share, somehow they all kept in my mind.. and i'm been unable to translate them into my blog.

cny come and go, so was valentine..
i had been living very happily and in a stress-free environment.

However, all those sweet life should come to an end today..
Officially start class last wednesday but the stress all comes... T-O-D-A-Y

is so great i had class from 8 in the morning till 6 in the evening =(
Luckily the lecturer had mercy and let us go earlier before 5 but only for today

I havent feel this kind of pressure in class since... standard 6
The lecturer some how give me a kind of pressure that i dare not to close my eyes for more than 10secs even it's been really dry,
and even my phone had msg, i dare not to reply immediately
and even i had a strong urge to go to the washroom, i wait till the class end..

sounds funny to you?
but that's the truth..

anyhow, i need to salute this lecturer..
she's energetic, loud, a bit harsh but knowledgable,
i believe i would learn alot of from her,
she have my respect(although i doubt she care, LOL)

That's all for today.. dont say i'm a lazy blogger k? XD
gonna save more time to do homework(alot lo, aikz)

haru haru - big bang

If you like korean song, i'm sure you'll know from the title of my post what am i goin to recommend today. hahah
Yup, the song daybyday/haruharu by Big Bang
Actually i didn't really follow korean pop music, i know most was TVXQ coz my sister liked them very much. Besides them, i only rain and some famous one.

As for Big BAng, i didn't know them very well.
I heard their songs are quite nice and they're competition to TVXQ
However, i didn't really listen their song until haru haru!!
Before watchin the mv, i'd already think it's quite nice but after watching the MV..
I love it!! Really really nice!

the first time i watch i didn't know what the meaning of the song but the story was good. the ending is abit sad thou...

Anyway, please enjoy.
Hope you'll liked it =)



I found a video with english subtitle but focus on the story first then only read the lyrics =)

过新年

虽然迟了一点 还是要祝各位 新年快乐 =）

今年对我来说　是个很忙碌的新年
从连３０晚　开始就一直　有活动

初一像往年一样　一家一家的去我爸长辈的家
虽然　他们谈天我总是答不上话（加上他们说福建话，我只听懂一半）　
可是　电视有很多的节目　已经很足够的娱乐我　呵呵

初二　拜年　加上我家有妈妈那边的亲戚聚会
最高峰期　我家竟然挤了接近４０个人！！　
除了主人房　每一个家的角落　都一定有人　
我家并不是很大　现在想回　真的有点不可思议　哈哈
可是　真的很好玩　很热闹　

初三　拜年　轮到阿姨家有聚会
只是人数稍微减少了　

初四　看电影--INK HEART 我等了很久的戏，终于看到了
还不错 已开始有点闷 可是后面开始就很精彩了
不要觉得奇怪 为何不选贺岁片 因为我们有小孩一起
唯一 老少咸宜的 应该就是这部了
晚上 轮到大姨妈家有聚会

初五　一大早起床　去邮政局拿包裹
是从芬兰的家人寄来　很想念他们哦。。。　
下午跟大学朋友拜年 虽然没赌博
可是 我学了一个新的游戏--Liar 就是要说骗话的游戏
下次再玩好吗？挺有趣的　呵呵
还有玩 乌龟 和 盖棉被 很可惜　有人输了却没惩罚
晚上 到爸爸那边要聚在一起吃饭 （有没有发觉我吃了很多大餐？　ＬＯＬ）　

初六　到妈妈的朋友来我们家
这次没这么多人　除了早上要帮忙准备之外
我都有很多私人时间　
算是有休息到的一天

初七　人日　大家生日快乐！　
终于等到和我的　女人们拜年了　呵呵　
感谢Ｐｅｙ的家人招待了我们午餐　
然后就是一直赌。。。。　到傍晚为止
这班女人　蛮恐怖的是吗？　ＸＤ　
晚上　也是跟女人们吃晚餐　
然后到另一个人的家赌　　
赌了一整天。。　我算了一算　没赢啦。。　
今年不是很有赌运　可是还是玩得很开心　

现在是初八凌晨　对于ＫＬ人来说　今天又是假期　
可是很多人都会开始培养开工的心情了　
对我来说　我还有１个礼拜才开学　（不用羡慕我　哈哈）
妹妹也很爽　拜完天公了　才开课　
只是过年玩得太开心了　有点不舍得回到认真的生活
相信很多人也和我一样吧。。　
不过不可以做个只想着玩的人　
Play Hard , Work Hard

其他今天没假放　的人　打起精神　专心做工或读书吧　
我也得慢慢开始收起玩得心情了
星期二也是要开工　
我们一起加油吧～