我怀念的

我其实没有特别的喜爱孫燕姿的歌
可是她的歌　每次都令我的心很刺痛　
我很喜欢　我不难过　和　这首我怀念的




我問為什麼　那女孩傳簡訊給我　而你為什麼　不解釋　低著頭沉默
我該相信你很愛我　不願意敷衍我　還是明白你已不想挽回什麼

＃想問為什麼　我不再是你的快樂　可是為什麼　卻苦笑說我都懂了
　自尊常常將人拖著　把愛都走曲折　假裝了解是怕　真相太赤裸裸
　狼狽比失去難受

＊我懷念的是無話不說　我懷念的是一起做夢
　我懷念的是爭吵以後　還是想要愛你的衝動
　我記得那年生日　也記得那一首歌
　記得那片星空　最緊的右手　最暖的胸口
　(誰記得)　誰忘了



Repeat ＃,＊

我懷念的是無言感動　我懷念的是絕對熾熱
我懷念的是你很激動　求我原諒抱得我都痛
我記得你在背後　我記得我顫抖著
記得感覺洶湧　最美的煙火　最長的相擁

誰愛的太自由　誰過頭太遠了　誰要走我的心　誰忘了那就是承諾
誰自顧自地走　誰忘了看著我　誰讓愛變沉重　誰忘了要給你溫柔

(我懷念的)　我還有想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日　也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空　最緊的右手　最暖的胸口
我放手　我讓座　假灑脫　誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了　所以我　沒有哭　沒有說

歌词来自：昕@新浪网　

其实我没有什么好怀念　
因为在我的爱情日记里　
应该是空白的
可是心就是闷闷的
本来就不应该晚上听这种歌


都怪自己发了那些梦。。　

Chae Yeon Shake

lol, sorry is kpop time again.. heheh
bt this time is not super junior =p
is Chae Yeon!!!
I dont know why, i jus found her really attractive.. XD
I rmb her very clearly since i watch Love Letter heheh

Let's listen to her latest song-- Shake
p/s: i heard tis mv was banned in korea?
so pls be aware she's kinda sexay here =p



geu rae nan nan nan ji geum heun deul lyeo neo wa gyeol hon han sa i do a ni janh a
geu rae nan nan nan ja kku heun deul lyeo neo ui tta bun han sa rang e ji chi na bwa
je bar nar nar nar nar nar nar nar na reur bwa bwa heun deul li neun~~
je bar nar nar nar nar nar nar nar na reur jab a heun deul li neun ~~~

lol, i duno korea but i jus keep humming this part..

Not to forget, her dance move was kinda cute too.. heheh
Here's her live performance at music bank




Aaww, how can she be sexy and cute at the same time???
I like her smiles =]

Time to sleep!!
and is not 12 yet~ yay!

12点前睡....?

今天下午3点多时，我觉得很困 可是我忍住

心想 今晚可以早点睡了 最迟也要在12点睡

可是 已经12点了 我还在这里不懂干嘛

基本上 我真的除了发呆听歌 还有msn看谁有应酬我一下

我什么都没做

我不懂我为什么不要睡。。

城市人的毛病？

每一天 每一天的重复着 同样的错误
时间 一分一秒 的被我浪费着

明明知道　越夜睡　心情越糟

可是　我就是控制不了　

听着不同的歌　希望可以调整一下我的心情

早点去会周公．．

明天的目标也是12点睡　

180709

180709 seems to be a good date for event. .
As i know, Bon Odori and Nicholas fansign event was also on the same day..
Plus, Vent's bday party which i cant attend >___<

yup, coz i gt myself a job.. for the MU VS Malaysia football match lol
This was my first time working for an event,
i'm really excited for it
of course i wasn't alone, i hav pauline to accompany me heheh

my working pass XD

this is my very first time working as an usher

Not a hard job, but a little challenging as i meet lots of different type of ppl

from really nice which smiles and say thanks to demanding and i even gt scold by some unsatisfy customer
Still, i'll said i enjoy this job.

And getting to see MU is pricesless right? =p

The stadium is full with reeeeeddd devils XD

I really really enjoy the atmosphere where everyone cheering for both our Malaysia team and Manchester United.

Me myself also get really into the game even though i cant really see the game clearly all the time. (i stil need to work despite how much i wanted to watch the game XD)

I guess i do enjoy watchin football game huh?

The game result i guess you all know right?

I didn't see all the goal, i miss the front part (>____< )

By the time i get my pay and walk to the LRT...

I was shocked to see the lrt is packed with ppl..

Feeling that no point to follow the crowd we decide to walk to Endah Parade..

Got my dinner there, and thanks to mr bar

he sent us back to bkt jalil lrt station

the time i reach sentul timur, is abt 12am..

The whole train was like mine =p

Another match tomorrow, 845pm Same people Same venue

but i'm not working..

Anyone going?

obsessed

obsessed :
adjective
1. having an obsession (usually fol. by with or by): He is obsessed with eliminating guilt.

2. having or displaying signs of an obsession: The audiophile entered the record store wearing an obsessed smile.

Obsess:
verb (used with object)
1. to dominate or preoccupy the thoughts, feelings, or desires of (a person); beset, trouble, or haunt persistently or abnormally: Suspicion obsessed him.

verb (used without object)
2. to think about something unceasingly or persistently; dwell obsessively upon something.

(dictionary.com, 2009)

lol, dun worry, i'm not teaching english, this is jus an intro for the movie:

Honestly, i didn't know what new movie is showing recently in cinema since my last visit for transformer 2.
i've no idea obsessed about when i bought the ticket,
my friend only gave me a brief intro that is it about a guy that will be cheating on his wife.

Well, it turns out not quite like what my friend said.
From the poster, you can obviously see that, Beyonce and Idris are couple and Ali Larter will be the one who is going to spoil their relationship.
What really happened? find out urself, lol

I like Beyonce even more after this movie, i'll give a thumb up for her acting.
As for Ali Larter, her character in the movie kinda scares me lol
and Idris looks really smart and i tink he works in Deloitte in this movie XD

Is not a normal love story, it was quite excited at the end..
seriously, i would use 'Chi gek' (canto) to describe this movie hahaha
it's more suitable for adults, and it is rated as 18PL

i was remind by the cinema counter that this movie is only for 18 and above.. hahah
i was kinda delighted coz i seriuosly think i look kinda mature lately.

that's all for today..
This is not a good time to blog,
i have business report i need to do and meeting on this saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm goin to die T_________________T

星期一的凌晨

基本上 现在已经是下午了
原本应该一早起来去做工的我。。
８点起床通知老板说我不去了 *妈妈一定会骂我的 =(*
因为全身酸痛（应该是星期六晚的后遗症　哈哈）　
就倒回床上继续睡
都怪自己太夜睡了

昨天晚上朋友给我看了一个“老朋友”的照片
之后就突然很知道最近这位朋友的近况
而跑去frienster看看
老实说 我有大概半年没有Login 了
我猜你们很多也没在玩了吧？

可是在那里我看到了很多以前的照片
回忆就零零碎碎地浮现
以前的我　和　现在的我　
样子没改变　心灵上　应该有成长吧？

我发现我很多以前的朋友
我都没在保持联络了
应该是我不懂得如何与人打交道吧？
还是说　我害怕距离感，见面没话说得感觉？　

够了　以后我半夜都不要再想这些事
我不要在凌晨３点才去睡觉　　

you will be missed..

I didn't stay up to watch Mj's memorial,
I wasn't really a great fan of him,
I knew some of his song but not all of em,
yet is weird that i'll shed tears
when i'm just watching few videos from here

undeniable,
he's a legend..
rest in peace
you will be missed..

thanks and goobye

This is a post i dedicated to one of my friend who is leaving to Australia to further her studies =)

Me and Siew Wah

She's the first person that speaks to me on my first day in Help

She's like an angel that bring light to the scared and lost me

She's willing to speak to me even though i look abit retarded that time =p

yup, she's my first friend in foundation..

you wont know how scared am i on my first day..

but let's forget about the past sad things and focus on the bright side LOL

I'm really grateful to have know her

and i want to thank her for being my friend =)

Although we didn't really get to catch up with each other after entering degree,

we still can talk alot when we meet up..

I guess we didn't change much after all..

my dear,

Enjoy your days in Australia~

I'm sure you'll love it

Take care!

*i'm writting this because i forgot to send her a msg before she flies to aus!! lol*

We had a farewell with her before she left, a lunch with just 4 girls

they're all my friends during foundation and we all choosen a different degree..

Siew Wah, Wui Kien, Sook Wei and Me~

Wui kien with me~

Sookwei, can you smile while takin pic wf me? lol

Is like years ago when we had lunch together.. lol

never really get to meet them even we're in the same college.

Maybe we will gather again.. when siew wah come backs hahaha

that could be years later...

ps: do u tink my hair is really long? i should do something with it XD

Goodbye My Love

I've been very into KPOP lately..

soo here i am to introduce another song..

Well, it was Ai Ling who actually asked me to watch the MV.. lol

and now i like this song very much!

Is a really nice song, and a very sad MV..

I've gt some tears when i watch it:

Please enjoy =)

Goodbye My Love by 8eight

I purposely choose a video with tranlsation and romanji

specially for people who dont listen to songs they dont understand

Now with translation, you'll get what it mean

perhaps you can have a try ;)

LOL, but too many word in the mv seems to be a bit bothering..

So here's the one without any word on it:

is sad havin to love someone quietly and unknown by anyone

especially is someone that you shouldn't love

忧郁？

基本上 我想大部分的人 偶尔都回陷入忧郁的状态
其实我不是很会分辨 自己到底是在情绪化 还是忧郁

只是到了晚上的时候 心情都特别低落
看戏也很眼浅 也有点抗拒和人群来往
平时开开心心的我有点被黑暗盖过了

乘黑暗盖过我的心前 上网找一找 读了这篇 别让忧郁症缠上你
发觉自己中了里面的几个症状
应该是很正常吧？

你们去读一读 应该也有一些症状？
我不是希望你们也有忧郁问题　
只是我猜这应该是个很普遍的事
很多人都被不同的事情　而影响着情绪
也有可能导致了忧郁

而我应该是 放假少了与多人相处
加上花钱过多 有点烦恼
还有 business report 完全没有进度
和不小心弄伤的脖子　还有点痛
情绪才有点失控　

后来我在找情绪化时，看到了一个小测验
测侧你的情绪化程度

我是属于乐观进取型的！！

所以我不应该意志消沉
我要努力让自己保持快乐~
要保持身心愉快　
健康也很重要！
希望我脖子快点好回　我就可以打球了！！！