One year and 2months

I dont like to potray the image that

i cant take stress
i cant work
i cant really perform..

i really dont like...
I dun want to be like one of those "strawberry generation" that all the elderly like to says
cant work.. cant take stress etc etc
i want to show that i'm not one of them, i can work!
which is why i work so hard for the past one year and 2 months..

I give the best of me.. thinking about work most of the time..

Seriously beside the 6hours of sleeping...

All my time = work only...

*i admit sometimes i do browse the internet when i'm at client place =p*

But i'm too tired now...

I cant remember the last time i went to the shopping mall..
hanging out without having to rush here and there...

I cant rmb the last time i sit on my house couch, watching HK Drama series..
Now i usually peak my family watchin series or 'listen' to drama while working..

I cant rmb the last time i play badminton, went to the park or even do some exercise and sweat!
I'm always in air cond room..

I cant rmb the last time i date my friends just to spend time together...
For the past 1 year should be not even once..

i cant rmb the last time i went shopping with my family...
even just dinner, they always have to wait me or i cant make it..

I cant rmb the last time i can energeticly go out with my dear dear coz my eyes will feel like closing most of the time..

I'm confused...
is working life have to be so sad and hard?
I have to lose everything in my life?

Or is just me making my own life miserable with such a long hour working life?

Tell you what, since december till now.. i never really had any public holiday except for CNY...
means, i've been working on every public holiday.. and also most of the weekends...

I think i cant take it anymore...

have to say Bye bye..
and this time i do mean it..
*i know i mentioned it a few times dy*

i'll announce this good news once i did it =))))

Good luck to me