stupid peak =(

Time pass so fast day time, coz i have never ending work that even i dont sleep tonight
i stil cant finish it!

Peak is the resign period.. so many people talking about resigning and...
actually many ppl are really resigning..
And one of my closest colleague had officially leave the company
i really miss her =(
office is so boring without her..

wasting my time on fb lookin photos of my friends having in club..
i havent been to one... for like... more than 1 year...
cant even rmb how the feeling is like already..
Time doesn't seem to allow me to do so..

so is it time for me to make a change also?
hehe

Back to college

Today should be quite a busy day, but i'm still relaxing in front of my laptop..
and decide to blog out of a sudden..

Going to say Good bye to Plurk and Facebook..
i'm wondering is blogspot being blocked in China as well..
Flying to Xiamen by 4mstin.. It'll be a work trip..

While my luggage is still not fully packed,
I went back to my college, Help Uni Co.. to pick up my gown..
yup, i'm goin to have my convocation on April..
Feeling abit weird, coz i graduate later than most of lovely college friends

Guess what, i saw Michelle Yeoh today!
i met up with few friends, as they're in college as well
and have McD as brunch..
I know these are super random.. haha

Just wanna say...
i really miss studying..
Seeing all the students walking around, chit chatting.. just hanging around..
I actually do miss those moments..
Working life (perhaps i shud say audit life) is too busy that i lost alot of things..

Is this part of life?
If i have the choice, i think i would choose to have a longer study life..

kla, i really should pack my stuff..
time is ticking....
Bye ;)

Avril Lavigne, still my fav

Finally back in town =)

Addicted to this song, makes me feels young again lol *not that i'm old*

What the Hell, Avril Lavigne

You say that I'm messing with your head
All cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees
Begging pleaseStay with me
But honestlyI just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But nowI'm thinking What The Hell

All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care abou
tIf you love me
If you hate me

You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...What The Hell

So what if I go out on a million dates
You never call or listen to me anyway
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrongI just need some time to play

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But nowI'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about

If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby

All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...What The Hell

Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa
Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head when
I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good,
But nowI'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
All my life I've been good,
But nowI'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about

If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby

All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...What The Hell

LalalalalalalalalalaLalalalalalalalala



I GUESS I SHOULD START MESSING AROUND lol
instead of being good =p

This is the view i'm looking at everynight.. my table is facing the window..
Everytime seeing a plane pass by..
I wish i could be in it to fly back to KL....

Happy V day to everyone, single or couple =)

Thou i cant celebrate with u, bt having u by my side everyday is valentines day
I misss you badly..


XOXO

Pre Cny Emo

Cant believe chinese new year is just around the corner..
besides the shopping for new cloth for cny.. i really cant feel is cny..

well, at least is finally Sunny day now..
something to be happy for

sigh, where's all the excitement that i used to have for cny?
The holiday is too short and i have to go outstation somemore =(

i'm having pre cny emo moments?

hahah

I wish to enjoy till the max (fun fun fun)
i wish to meet up my friends (laugh and have fun like we used to have)
can i not go outstation =/

i know family is important, and i'm willing to spend more time with them,
but i wish to spare a little time for my friends too.

gar, what to do!
So little time so many things to do!

Happy CNY

Have been abandoning my blog.. thanks to the heavy workload.
So fast, tomorrow will be February.. which means i've been working for a year!!
Cant believe it! a year ago, i told myself, one year of audit is enough.
Never know, i'm still struggling and staying in this job.
Some of my friends tendered.. sigh, but i cant do anything to stop them...

Okay, stop talking abt the sad things..
Finally CNY is coming!! and i'm goin to have 9days holiday (including sat and sun)!
Left with 7days.. i must fully enjoy till the max!
After that i'll be drop back to hell again..
I must finish all my shopping by today!
So happy that i finaly have time to go shopping and movie =)))))

Happy CNY people!
Hopefully this year would be a good year for me =)

I was looking back through all my photos in facebook..

From a silly me in uniform girl to a still silly looking formal wear lady

I really think things around me changed.. i changed too..

i suddenly have a lot feelings going through me..

will things fade away?

what will stay and what will fade...

is scary to even just think about it...

Someone is going to say i must be too free and think about all this useless stuff..

but i guess this is call insecure..

Does everything will change from time to time?

What will stay lies in my hand,

sometimes i'm also lost about what i want

my heart, my action and my speech often disagree with each other..

i know i sound crazy..

i think i am..

good night world.. just a sudden emo post.

XOXO