dreamer's Cloud

i dont want to be an adult

2012-01-18T01:27:00.001+08:00

I almost forgot that i actually had a blog here..
A place where i can write down all my happiness and all my complains..

A place where i used to update once something happened in my life..
small or big matter, happy or sad stuff..

Somehow.. growing up as an adult, or perhaps is just being an auditor..
make me no stories to share here..

no pictures to post
no interesting stories to share..

I read my lil sis blog, it suddenly flash back alot of memories..
She had a great trip, doin crazy stuff and had lots of fun..

I used to have that too.. where did all that fun went?

I dont want to be an adult..
can i turn back time?

I'm actually still doin my work at this hour..

suddenly felt emo..

Can i just quit my job and do something crazy?

Happily ever after?

2011-12-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i do wonder, will there be happily ever after?
I'm not cinderella, i didn't live in the Disney world..

But will you make me living in a dream forever?

XOXO

Back to reality again...

2011-10-25T18:34:00.003+08:00

Finally had my ethics and governance paper today!
It wasn't as good as i expect..
Luckily tomorrow is public holiday =D i have one more day to rest!

I have to say studying is the happiest moment in our life..
I'm glad that i had 2 weeks of study leave..
Is like a getaway from the work.. a getaway from reality..
Thou some said that working is better.. (i have to agree for the money part only)

Sometimes, i do ask myself.. why am i studying professional paper?

A better future? A better job? Earning more?
I know, studying professional paper definitely will help me to perform better at work..
Anyhow, i'd started it and so i should finish all paper!
Let's pray hard i'll pass all smoothly =)))

Sigh, i have to slowly turn my work mode on..
Been away from work for 2 weeks, alot of things happened.
My mail box is going to be overloaded.. 66mail =(

I'm really abit scared to go back to work..

scared that i cant cope with this reality.....

六弄咖啡馆

2011-10-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

最近都很努力的在埋头苦读着为了奖励自己我让自己在周末看了本小说

老实说在开始了我的工作生涯后都没看过几本书了

在一年前的书展就买了藤井树的六弄咖啡馆

我知道这本书应该是蛮久之前的作品

看见这本书连外面的塑胶袋都还没拆有点内疚

所以就一口气看完他了！

故事的结局有点失望和伤心。。

我反复的翻着结局那几面希望是我自己读错了

真的不想要这样的结局。。

男主角很重视亲情与爱情

他疼女朋友的方式很让我羡慕

这或许就是我没经历过的学生时代的爱情吧

突然觉得自己有点老去。。

六弄咖啡馆

故事当然就是在这咖啡馆内

一边喝咖啡一边听故事的故事。。

有兴趣看，可以向我借哈哈

Pacific Coffee, nice ;)

享受完了是时候回到现实继续读我的书了。。
or esle someone would be really mad if he found out i'm bloggin instead of studying =p

bye bye bloggie

I'm Minnie =D

2011-10-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

I'm still missing Hong Kong badly..
I think i miss almost everything abt Hong Kong,
the train, the disney land, the shopping centre, the food etc etc etc

It was my first time at Disney Land, i'm just like a kid
getting excited for everything i see there.
I'd grown up as a disney kid, sure i'll get excited there!
It was summer Holiday when i was over there, its freaking hot!
But it end up raining in the evening, and i didn't get to see the castle lighting session and the fireworks =(
You really have to spend a whole day there, i didn't get to play everything but i tried Most of the things.
I think its still expanding as i saw some construction going on. Perhaps i should come back few years later?

Dreamer is in the dream in disney land.. i want to have this dream again..

In front of the dreamy castle =)

We completed the Car Mission! =D

I really miss hong Kong, when can i visit again?

2011-09-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

Had my facial today, FINALLY.. been delaying it for 2months!
I used to go to Assata located in Mutiara.. They recently moved to Bandar Menjalara..
I'd been going the same centre since.. 2007
Is weird that now its now in a different place and different people as well..

Feeling funny that i'm still having the same facial package,
the beautician is still telling me the same thing everytime i go
But the place is now different
and the Yunice(beautician) that had been naggin me for not taking care of my face is not working there anymore.
I should say all the beautician i know is no longer working there.. sigh
Why is everything changing?

so am i. i knew it and i just dont want to admit

The Sims that i used to be super addicted few years ago is now on facebook..
and i'm addicted again lol

I know my Hong Kong post is stuck at Day 1.. i hope i'll be able to finish it.. hehe
and i still miss Hong Kong now

Tomorrow is Monday again, I should get back to work mode =)

Touching down in HongKong =))

2011-09-02T10:47:00.004+08:00

First day in HK!

Back from my lovely hongkong trip!
I totally cant feel my feet, too much of walking and walking and walking lol
Wasn't really a shopping trip, is more like an exploring HK trip..
Two silly malaysian, walking throuh the street and goin around by only using MTR
Great experience thou =))

Him @ LCC-KLIA
was rather confuse with the name, yes it is LCCT
Gettin ready to fly!

Up in the air, the clouds look yummy!

Finally reaching HK! First thing to do was, purchasing the Disneyland entrance ticket
Save 20HKD per person!
Then, the cheapest way from the airport to town was by BUS!
A21 for us cost HKD33 per person

It wasn't easy as we're in a totally new city for us..
Gettin down at one of the station after asking the driver.. but we have no idea where we are..
walking for abt 30mins, it reach my hotel.. Silka Seaview (no pic as the hotel is under renovation outside, not nice lol)

After checkin in, settle down all the luggage bag.. Is time to Fix our empty stomach!
Decide to explore, the Longham - a shopping mall in WongKok Station

Was too hungry, just simply s

Some singer singing in the mall lol
I like the castle theme stage.. *dreaming*

This is...... Tong Choi Gai?
I think so.. was abit confusing with the street actually..
But look at all the billboard.. isn't it nice?

End our day with one curry fishball =))

15days more!

2011-08-11T01:02:00.002+08:00

Count down-ing

cant wait for my HK and bangkok trip =)))

life would be real harsh before holidays...

cross my finger that things will be good!

Different hair, different me

2011-08-07T21:54:00.002+08:00

Well, is true that with different hair style, we do look differently...

When i'm tying my hair up in a bun,
bf said i look like auntie ;(

Change my hairstyle again this round..
I tink the perm wont last long...
coz i really dont know how to take care of it

I used to have a super long hair..
Had it for i think... 2yrs..

Long hair, more lady =))

I remember, i curled my super long hair for Chinese New year in 2010..
End up, quite a disaster...
The hair was ruined...

So i chop off the long hair...
And end up:-

China Doll hair, Young again =D

And now, i change my hair again...
Curled abit, coz the Stylist said it'll be more fashionable..
I trust her, seriously..

So I'm now with

Tada =)

Actually, i think i like long hair the most..
More lady..

What do you think?

I miss Finland

2011-08-01T01:40:00.002+08:00

I

Miss

Finland

Badly...

Will i have chance to go there again?

Crazy bout angry bird lol

2011-06-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

Never thought i would have fun in the Company's family day..
held at FRIM,Kepong on 18 June 2011...

See, we love angry bird =)))

Red is the original, and we have the fake blue and green bird LOL

First prize!

Tele-match, face painting, tattoo.. it wasn't really much things to do on Family day..
but i really had lots of fun, thanks to all my funny and lovely colleagues.. lol

This is our first family day, might be also the last...
I'm sure by next year, most of us wont be here anymore...

Added one more memorable moment in to my life,
my first Family day from my work place.. lol

2011-06-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

I dont know what reaction to give...

care? dont care?

i dont know....

i think i rather be a stupid and ignorant person...

dont wanna know so much

dont wanna think so much

Good Night!

Bad day =(

2011-06-09T22:33:00.002+08:00

Today is sort of an unlucky day...

woke up late *as usual*
Being honk on the way to work *as usual*
Stomach not well *as usual*
Get shoot by client *unusual*
Sarcastic words from colleague *unhappy*
Complained from parents *speechless*

Conclusion:

Tired =(

Fresh air @ Bukit Tinggi

2011-06-05T21:11:00.005+08:00

Is a weekend that we both dont have to work AGAIN ^^
super happy with it..
appreciate every moment that i dont have to work OT
Instead of slacking at home, doing nothing..
I suggested to go somewhere and do something! lol
So after deciding between Genting(went there last week), PD and Melaka...

We suddenly pop out to decide to go Bukit Tinggi!
Actually this is not my first trip there, but it is the first time for him to go there
Being super random, we just set our journey to the hill =))

I dont really know how to go there, and my phone battery is low so no GPS also..
We just blindly go to Karak Highway and use our eye and brain to find our way lol
coz i know is nearby Genting so shouldn't be hard haha

Of course, we did find our way..
We parked our car at the Japanese Garden and start to explore the Japanese Garden..
Sadly, it starts to rain =(
before even exploring the place, we're forced to go to Colmar Tropicale..
Coz that would be a street and we can find shelter while exploring the place.

We had tea time in a French? restaurant to hide from the rain =)

Sad coz of the rain?! lol

Luckily the rain wasn't really heavy after awhile, so we continue to walk to the clock tower..

View from the tower
Actually, this is the all of the Colmar Tropicale,
just one street lol

Nothing much to do here honestly, just restaurant, some souvenir shops, and arcade centre.
I guess most people come here for the scenery and fresh air? I can see lots of people busy taking picture almost every corner haha
so we joined the crowd too =p

Wishing that i'll have happily ever after =)

Honestly, the air wasn't really fresh over here.. mostly because of the crowd..
but the Japanese Garden there is alot better.. Is good to have some trees surrounding you sometimes =)

Entrance Fee RM 12 per person

The funny thing is, i'm goin there again on 2nd of July.. lol with my family

RM 4,918.67

2011-06-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

One year RM 4,918.67
is this sum a big sum?
means every month RM 409.89
for 10years...

Is more than 10% of my current salary..
20 yrs later i'll get a 6% return

Insurance.. anyone?

such a harsh decision...

Wonderful Weekend

2011-05-29T22:06:00.006+08:00

Is Sunday night... again.. feeling lazy for Monday..
But i have to back to working mode again, doing my work now =(((

I had a great weekend, it start from Friday night.
Farewell for my lovely colleagues.. i'm gonna miss them =(
Farewell @ CEO Neway, Faranheit 88
The buffet dinner was awesome, love the sashimi and sushi!!!
and the ice cream <3

ahem, but i'm not too sure how much it cost me =p
Haven't pay back yet
Two more flower leaving... sighh...
wonder how long more i can stay here..

Group Photo, 27 of us!
Some are Ex GT staff lol

Slept at 4am, and wake up 8am to prepare for my breakfast date with Pauline
@ Delicious, Dua Masa

Me: Lemon Tea,
thou i din drank much ystd, but i need something to cleanse my body lol

She: Cappucino with Love

I wanted to order scrambled egg with smoke salmon but changed my mind in the end and ordered Two organic egg, poached on country bread and add on some beef beacon.
Beacon was abit dry, should had order sausage instead (sorry no pic =p)

She: Egg Benedict on toasted Ciabatta.
Nice!

We chat for 2hours plus? Girls just cant stop chit chat lol
I had to leave coz i need to go to Genting, if not i really dont know how long we're going to chat hahaha
Wud love to do this again, but Rm58 for a breakfast is abit too pricey.. lol
Cant do it too often.

I know it sounds crazy, i went to Genting after i went back from Delicious to watch Michael Hui Comedy Talk Show II - Last warning.

Posing infront of Coffee Terrace.

Had early dinner @ Coffee Terrace..
First time eating there, lots of choices from Western, Chinese, Japanese,Nyonya. etcetc
Eat till i super full. Sashimi again.. wakaka..

With him @ Arena of Stars

The show start around 830 and lasted for 2hours..
I had some good laugh...
but i was too tired, i actually doze off for some time =p
standing alone and talk for 2 hours to keep the audience entertained ain't easy
Would love to go for other talk show again,
is interesting to listen how the talker catch the audience attention
and changed current issue to something entertaining.

After the show, suppose to stay awake until 245 for the big football match.
Manchester United VS Barcelona
but too bad we're too tired and gave up at 1smting.. lol
slept like piggy until morning..

Haven't had such a happening weekend, is like back to last time..
Hope to have more weekend like this in the future..

XOXO

2011-05-25T22:17:00.002+08:00

Something been bothering me lately...
Perhaps the period thingy make me emotional too..

Am i being to sensitive??
I just feel something is there.. but i dont know how to solve it....

Attended my cousin's wedding last Saturday..
Nice wedding, with nice deco, nice dinner and nice bride and groom lol

The gift is nice, chocolate inside..

They finally tie the knot after 5yrs of relationship.
Wishing them happily ever after.. =)

Stucked

2011-05-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

Had you ever feel like you're stuck at a place?

A place that you dont know what is right what is wrong.. what is good or bad

What to do where to go who to talk to?

and u wish u could just vanish in thin air

or just disappear from your current life.
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i'm not a kid anymore,
i think is not emo
is this depression?

emo Saturday

2011-05-14T14:26:00.002+08:00

Finally not being call back to work on Saturday..

Wanted to go out, but raining heavily..

Is Saturday, phone keep ringing from client and insurance agent..

Can i ignore them?

client no, insurance agent yes

=(

I want to look at the rain and do nothing..
I want hot coffee and tasty pastries or cake to cheer me up...

I want Levain.. anyone?

Wish me luck..

2011-05-05T17:39:00.001+08:00

Having my first CPA paper tomorrow.... Financial Reporting..

Finger crossed... =)))

if something went wrong..

perhaps this would be my first and last attempt...

back to my final revision =))

Which stage are you in?

2011-04-27T15:29:00.002+08:00

Watched the short film Strangers, again by Wongfu productions on fb..

Saw many ppl sharing about it..

For those in a relationship, what stage are you in?

1. Meeting

2. The Chase

3. The Honeymoon

4. Comfortable

5. Tolerance

6. Downhill

7. Breaking up

Randomly i pop out this question to my bf...
guess what he said?

Downhill.. lol

and so i replied, oops so breaking up is coming soon.. haha

we're jus joking with eac other...

we're still in a mixture of different stage
but we cant be in honeymoon forever right?
we came a long way to reach today...

one thing for sure,

I wont want to be strangers, again...... =)

One year and 2months

2011-04-22T23:55:00.003+08:00

I dont like to potray the image that

i cant take stress
i cant work
i cant really perform..

i really dont like...
I dun want to be like one of those "strawberry generation" that all the elderly like to says
cant work.. cant take stress etc etc
i want to show that i'm not one of them, i can work!
which is why i work so hard for the past one year and 2 months..

I give the best of me.. thinking about work most of the time..

Seriously beside the 6hours of sleeping...

All my time = work only...

*i admit sometimes i do browse the internet when i'm at client place =p*

But i'm too tired now...

I cant remember the last time i went to the shopping mall..
hanging out without having to rush here and there...

I cant rmb the last time i sit on my house couch, watching HK Drama series..
Now i usually peak my family watchin series or 'listen' to drama while working..

I cant rmb the last time i play badminton, went to the park or even do some exercise and sweat!
I'm always in air cond room..

I cant rmb the last time i date my friends just to spend time together...
For the past 1 year should be not even once..

i cant rmb the last time i went shopping with my family...
even just dinner, they always have to wait me or i cant make it..

I cant rmb the last time i can energeticly go out with my dear dear coz my eyes will feel like closing most of the time..

I'm confused...
is working life have to be so sad and hard?
I have to lose everything in my life?

Or is just me making my own life miserable with such a long hour working life?

Tell you what, since december till now.. i never really had any public holiday except for CNY...
means, i've been working on every public holiday.. and also most of the weekends...

I think i cant take it anymore...

have to say Bye bye..
and this time i do mean it..
*i know i mentioned it a few times dy*

i'll announce this good news once i did it =))))

Good luck to me

Makan@ penang

2011-04-07T22:27:00.005+08:00

Yummy penang street food ;)

i know i'm super random but i just feel like posting it out of a sudden.. hahah
and i'm multi tasking, doin some online search to do my file.. lol

Penang, a food paradise? hehe
can you imagine below are finish up totally by 2 person? hehe

Or Jian (oyster fried)
okok nia, the one in new world park better..

Ikan bakar...
Not bad..

Kangkung
Goes with the ikan bakar.. yummiee =)

Penang Chee Cheong Fun
Yummy! i miss it so muchhhh

Lobak..
i love to order lobak.. hehe

CHar keuy Teow.
A must eat in penang? lol

Guess what, before we start eating,
i told him, i'm not too hungry... LOL
I really miss penang chee cheong fun
Above are the food we order when we were at the stall nearby sunway hotel..
and we actually had 'tea time' session in new world park like 3hours before this meal..

I need to be on diet la....
i need exercise not FOOD! hahah

Last but not least,

thanks to the tired dear dear...
always fulfilling all my wishes...
<3 u

Okie, time to go fight my files!
bye

stupid peak =(

2011-04-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

Time pass so fast day time, coz i have never ending work that even i dont sleep tonight
i stil cant finish it!

Peak is the resign period.. so many people talking about resigning and...
actually many ppl are really resigning..
And one of my closest colleague had officially leave the company
i really miss her =(
office is so boring without her..

wasting my time on fb lookin photos of my friends having in club..
i havent been to one... for like... more than 1 year...
cant even rmb how the feeling is like already..
Time doesn't seem to allow me to do so..

so is it time for me to make a change also?
hehe

Back to college

2011-03-23T11:37:00.002+08:00

Today should be quite a busy day, but i'm still relaxing in front of my laptop..
and decide to blog out of a sudden..

Going to say Good bye to Plurk and Facebook..
i'm wondering is blogspot being blocked in China as well..
Flying to Xiamen by 4mstin.. It'll be a work trip..

While my luggage is still not fully packed,
I went back to my college, Help Uni Co.. to pick up my gown..
yup, i'm goin to have my convocation on April..
Feeling abit weird, coz i graduate later than most of lovely college friends

Guess what, i saw Michelle Yeoh today!
i met up with few friends, as they're in college as well
and have McD as brunch..
I know these are super random.. haha

Just wanna say...
i really miss studying..
Seeing all the students walking around, chit chatting.. just hanging around..
I actually do miss those moments..
Working life (perhaps i shud say audit life) is too busy that i lost alot of things..

Is this part of life?
If i have the choice, i think i would choose to have a longer study life..

kla, i really should pack my stuff..
time is ticking....
Bye ;)

2011-02-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

I think i need a holiday.. or else i'll be having depression...

I know i'm not young anymore but i'm not old as well..

Can i not be so serious about my life?

CAn i not work so seriously?

Can i be a playful young adult and have fun in my life?

Please?

Avril Lavigne, still my fav

2011-02-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

Finally back in town =)

Addicted to this song, makes me feels young again lol *not that i'm old*

What the Hell, Avril Lavigne

You say that I'm messing with your head
All cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees
Begging pleaseStay with me
But honestlyI just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But nowI'm thinking What The Hell

All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care abou
tIf you love me
If you hate me

You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...What The Hell

So what if I go out on a million dates
You never call or listen to me anyway
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrongI just need some time to play

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But nowI'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about

If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby

All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...What The Hell

Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa
Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head when
I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good,
But nowI'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
All my life I've been good,
But nowI'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about

If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby

All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...What The Hell

LalalalalalalalalalaLalalalalalalalala

I GUESS I SHOULD START MESSING AROUND lol
instead of being good =p

2011-02-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

This is the view i'm looking at everynight.. my table is facing the window..
Everytime seeing a plane pass by..
I wish i could be in it to fly back to KL....

Happy V day to everyone, single or couple =)

Thou i cant celebrate with u, bt having u by my side everyday is valentines day
I misss you badly..

XOXO

Pre Cny Emo

2011-02-01T15:51:00.004+08:00

Cant believe chinese new year is just around the corner..
besides the shopping for new cloth for cny.. i really cant feel is cny..

well, at least is finally Sunny day now..
something to be happy for

sigh, where's all the excitement that i used to have for cny?
The holiday is too short and i have to go outstation somemore =(

i'm having pre cny emo moments?

hahah

I wish to enjoy till the max (fun fun fun)
i wish to meet up my friends (laugh and have fun like we used to have)
can i not go outstation =/

i know family is important, and i'm willing to spend more time with them,
but i wish to spare a little time for my friends too.

gar, what to do!
So little time so many things to do!

Happy CNY

2011-01-31T10:35:00.002+08:00

Have been abandoning my blog.. thanks to the heavy workload.
So fast, tomorrow will be February.. which means i've been working for a year!!
Cant believe it! a year ago, i told myself, one year of audit is enough.
Never know, i'm still struggling and staying in this job.
Some of my friends tendered.. sigh, but i cant do anything to stop them...

Okay, stop talking abt the sad things..
Finally CNY is coming!! and i'm goin to have 9days holiday (including sat and sun)!
Left with 7days.. i must fully enjoy till the max!
After that i'll be drop back to hell again..
I must finish all my shopping by today!
So happy that i finaly have time to go shopping and movie =)))))

Happy CNY people!
Hopefully this year would be a good year for me =)

2011-01-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

I was looking back through all my photos in facebook..

From a silly me in uniform girl to a still silly looking formal wear lady

I really think things around me changed.. i changed too..

i suddenly have a lot feelings going through me..

will things fade away?

what will stay and what will fade...

is scary to even just think about it...

Someone is going to say i must be too free and think about all this useless stuff..

but i guess this is call insecure..

Does everything will change from time to time?

What will stay lies in my hand,

sometimes i'm also lost about what i want

my heart, my action and my speech often disagree with each other..

i know i sound crazy..

i think i am..

good night world.. just a sudden emo post.

XOXO

One Year

2010-12-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

A year ago,

I'm studying so hard to face my final exam,

I had an incredible 21 bday with all my love one,

I was staying tune on Battle Ground every week,

I was busy planning for our final year trip to Langkawi,

I look forward to all the christmas and new year celebration with all my buddies,

I'm still a silly girl who always sticks to my family and friends,

I was having one special friend but nothing much..

After a year

I'm now working for more than half a year with an audit firm,

I had an incredible bday celebration with my love one,

I have no idea who is in the battle ground at all *not even a team*

I cant join any traveling trip my family or my friend is going,

I dont dare to even plan any celebration for the coming events

I have to do alot of things on my own now,

I have you..

It seems that a lot of things happened this year..

I hope i had become a better person,

but i felt i lose alot of things..

the most i gain should be weight T.T

and also the working life..

I wish everyone would have a great xmas and new year celebration..

and to all my lovely friends..
My college buddies or my crazian,
it seems to be so long ago since we had a gathering?

I miss having lots of people having fun together...
hope it'll be able to happen in the future ;)

Days in Penang

2010-12-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

1 one week, 2 week.... 3 weeek!

Finally 3 week had come and go and is time for me to go back to KL!!!
Woo hooo~
I cant describe how excited i am to be heading back kl
I really miss the people there.. especially him lol

Well, is actually not too bad either to be outstation in Penang.

A quick recap for my stay here, besides working i actually:

Visited Kek Lok Si
Did some praying there lol

Snake Temple,
didn't see alot of snake there actually = =

Batu Feringghi,
Refer to my previous post for how fun i had there
i heart hard rock hotel, love the atmosphere there

Gurney Plaza
nothing specila to describe lol

Queensbay Mall
Shopping liked crazy there, i guess two woman shopping together can be rather crazy

Watch series every night before going to bed

Finish reading a chinese novel

Sun Shine Bar
A seaside bar, rather fun place to be =)
u can drink and chit chat by the sea!
Would love to go again

Seriuosly, my life in Penang is less hectic compared to i'm in KL
No pic provided coz i dun hav much pic in my laptop =p =p
Gonna be back to KL soooooon

I'll be back to Penang again next year...
Anyone goin to Penang around Feb can come and look for me hahah

Dreamer is back! lol

2010-11-28T12:04:00.003+08:00

I cant really recall the last time i had something really fun and adventurous!
Well, partly is because of my time consuming job and also because i felt i'd grown old.. lol

Hahaah, but this time, it proves that i'm still as young and as adventurous as i used to be.. hehe

Went to batu feringghi AGAIN.. i just love Beach and the SUn.. =))))

After a rather long negotiation with the people, my senior Miss B as u can see in the photos below manage to negotiate a RM200 for 2 persons including Jet Ski and Parasailing!
I dont really know the market price, but i think this is kinda worth it?

Getting ready! Life jacket is importnat u know ;)

The Jet Ski ride is about 20minutes, me and Miss B take turns to drive it!
I think is freaking awesome! u can drive as fast as u wish! of course u must be able to control it
And if you're fast in enough, u might got a "jump"
its so so so FUN! i just love it!

Me and miss B excitedly come down from the Jet Ski!

Straight away down from the Jet Ski, i prepare myself for the Parasailing!
I was kinda 'gan jeong' when i'm getting ready. but i'm actually not goin up alone
There would be an instructor at my back. So basically i'm just need to do nothing?
Only need to run when we take off..
Once it took off, u'll feel like u're being pull up into the air..

Spot me up in the air! lol
You can see the view across the ocean =))

If you ask me, i'll say Jet Ski is alot more fun that the parasailing.. maybe because i didn't get to control the parachute.. so it wasn't really me doing the parasailing..
If i hav $$ again,, heheh maybe another round of Jet Ski is goood XD

Okay, gotta go..
Goin to do some shopping in Queensbay Mall =))

I Misssss youuuuu

2010-11-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

One Two Three Four Five...

count count har.. only the fifth night..

still got alot of nights to go...

Suddenly miss everyone in KL so much...

lol..

I'm not saying outstation is not good..

Is kinda interesting too,

meeting new people, staying new places, exploring the place..

I wish it would be a good weekend.. =)

Anyone wanna come over and meet me in Penang?

Greetings from Penang..

2010-11-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

Is been lots of ups and downs lately..

a very big thank you to my job..

i hope it didn't screwed up my life..

anyway, i'm havin outstation job in penang now..

Not too excited.. as too much things been thru these few days

I need some understanding but i dont feel like explaining at all..

I'm tired.. but will try to think positively and hope i will not lose alot of things that i appreciate

Things would get worse if we always think on the bad side right?

Wish me luck please..

i just want to be me

Thanks for the love =)

2010-11-07T22:58:00.007+08:00

Okay, i'm officially 22! Thou this is nothing to be proud of, but i want to thank everyone who given me a memorable birthday =)

Thanks Crazian for celebrating my bday in advance.. thou is hard for everyone to meet up.. but i still enjoy and love it very much...

Thanks my lovely colleauges to bring me out for Sushi thou we need to OT every night and give me a small surprise on 3rd nov

Thanks my family for always being there for me...

Some photos for a quick recap of my big day =)

For the first time, crazian's 3 Scorpion babies celebrated together *sorry i'm so selfish i put my solo pic* haha It was so nice to have them celebratin with me.. also i love the pressie so so much ;)

3rd November 2010, i rushed back from work.. and mummy gave me a big surprise!
Such lovely cupcakes.. Thanks mummy!! Love u much =)

For the first time in my life, i treat my whole family a Korean BBQ Me al as my birthday celebration.. i didn't bring them to cheap cheap restaurant k? lol i treat them a good meal..
Is the Korean restaurant in The Gardens.. not too expensive but the services are good and the food are good too.. But i think their side dishes are OK only

Had a great meal at Tao, Sunway Giza *refer fb for more pics lol*
Thanks my dear dear for giving me such a satisfying meal hehe

Weekend getaway @ Port Dickson...
Well, not a really romantic one coz everywhere is packed and crowded.. the beach wasn't really nice also lol.. bt still finally i get to play in the beach!
Continue by makan trip @ Jonker Street, Melaka!
My Asam Laksa was really spicy but i Love it! So yummy..
His Nyonya Laksa was nice too, but i personally think is abit too sweet coz of the coconut milk
and their cendol/ice kacang is NICE!
Thumbs up for it but u'll find it hard to find places and there's long queue during holidays

We even fit in some time for the Menara Saming Tari *did i spell correctly?*
Rm10 for adult with IC.. lol
It would be even better if u go in the night time...
but we're short of time.. so i still enjoy it =)

Thank you dear dear..
for making all my wishes come true..

XOXO

2010-11-02T01:55:00.000+08:00

just got home not long.. is 2am now..
another OT night..
count down-ing.. 2more days..

looking forward to it ;)

平凡的幸福

2010-10-26T19:50:00.002+08:00

夜市是个我很少有机会去的地方了。。

两个人手拖手逛夜市

不是什么特别的事我却觉得很幸福

对是简单的幸福。。。

还有美味的臭豆腐 lol..

Love and chrish this moment =)

MC..

2010-10-26T10:55:00.002+08:00

Yeah... i'm on MC today... but i'm not happy at all...

perhaps i shold have just go towork..

phone calls.. and the WORK is still there...

and i feel like going out but i shouldt wear contact lens for few days

thanks to the infected left eye...

ahhhh.. what to eat at thome? and still need to do work somemore...

SIENNNN AKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Alone =/

2010-10-25T00:26:00.003+08:00

This week assignment... goin to a client in Klang alone...

I know.. Auditor should be independent..

going client place alone shouldn't be an issue..

Is just that.. i'm a little worry and anxious..

Klang is not very far.. but is not near either and i'm really dont know the road at all..

Plus, colleague and manager told me that the client wasn't very nice tooo..

To make thing worse.. my left eye is slightly swelled.. hope it wont get worse tomorrow

Wish me good luck..

*praying hard that it'll be a goood week* =/

2010-10-22T01:07:00.002+08:00

I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

='(

I really really hate you...

pls dont make me one of ur puppet...

2010-10-17T23:48:00.001+08:00

today is really Sunday night?

why am i stil doin my work?

tomorrow is Monday?

what's the difference.. i'm in office frm monday to sunday

='(

i need motivation to go on..

no promise

2010-10-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

starting today,

I shall NEVER promise anyone anything

coz i just cant do what i promise

until i figure out what's most important to me

10th October 2010

2010-10-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

Wow, is 10.10.10!!

A special day with 3 friends on on fb birthday!

Anyway, jus wanna say

Love you my dear.. =)

Is great to have u in my life

XOXO

Tired!!!

2010-10-08T23:23:00.002+08:00

It's Friday!! but i'm not excited at all..
coz i'm having piles of work to be done this weekend!!

I havent been OT-ing lately..
slack around tooo much and not really in the mood to be a hardworking employeeeeeee

Do i really want to work so hard? Get promoted?

Or

should i just go back to study? get a 9 to 5 job and take some professional paper instead?

i'm just feeling tired and lazy lol

sigh, tha'ts all today...

no time to blog and should get back to work now ;)

is a reality world?

2010-09-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

I've been in the working for about 7months..

i cant say i've been through alot of things but i can say i learn alot..

I think i did changed abit, for the better

at least i'm slightly more talkative and courageous now

However, am i still too naive?

The world is not as beautiful as i thought?

People could be ugly when i take down their mask?

I dont know..

I think i have real friends in my firm,

but i think not all of them are real friends..

I dont really know how to differentiate..

Hope i wont be a stupid person

I dont want to be stepped down by people =/

Short Trip (Cont'd)

2010-09-14T22:30:00.003+08:00

lol as mentioned in my previous post.. i went for a short trip..
so here's the continue part...
Yup, i was in Teluk Intan...

Here's the Landmark of Teluk Intan:

The Clock Tower

From the description, i think it is suppose to open for public, i've got no idea why is not open when i went.. This was built by one of the rich man back in many years ago, it main purpose was to store water and also as a Clock for the town.. You can stop by if you happened to pass by Teluk Intan..

For those who have no idea where's Teluk Intan, google it k? lol

It's one of the town in Perak, nearby Sungkai and Ipoh..

I die die also want to take one photo that can see the whole tower lol

US =)

After visiting the clock tower, Mr B say gt no place to visit dy =(
I dont care, i still want to visit around... lol
End up... visiting a temple and went in to pray pray also..

End of my trip dy... hahah

At night.. went to Old Town to have a drink in one of the new mall.

That's the end..

SOrry i know it sounds like a lame post, but i ady try my best..

Shall end this post with the night view of the town ;)

p/s: In love with Olivia Ong songs.. ;)

thanks to dear dear XOXO

random post of outings

2010-09-13T23:44:00.005+08:00

Beeeen playing real hard lately.. lol bt i have a price to pay also..
which is to work hard..
but i think i need some good rest after this..

A clear blue sky, is a good start for our trip..

I'm too free dy.. cant help to camwhore abit lol

but the driver is super steady and didn't even want to bother me

Rojak in Teluk Intan

is really worth it as it has lots of 'liu' in it

Forgive my silly pose...

somewhere @ Teluk Intan lol

i'm not too sure the black dot at the right top is what lol

I didn't went alot of places.. but the most important i havent upload yet..

the landmark of Teluk Intan, the Clock Tower...

i'm not too sure i gt any chance to blog more..

I hope i have more time coz i miss my blog very much =)

Austin Chase

2010-08-16T20:32:00.004+08:00

Yeshhhhh, finally released from the 8 months long night mare burden..
Well, thou the results will not be know till September but i'm positive it'll be alright..
finger crossed please ;)

Recently, i'm in love with Austin Chase
I have to be honest with you, that my first try of Austin Chase was because Starbuck is full
and me and DD was so desparate to find a place to sit down and have a drink
we settled with Austin Chase and it turned out a really nice place for us to hang out

My Caramel Macchiato *did i spell correctly?*

His all time favourite - Iced Latte

I like the environment, so cozy =)

Sipping my drink, i look... awkward right? lol *bad photographer =p*

so seriuos reading newspaper huh? lol

I know u like playing game also one la.. hahah

Again, today went to Austin Chase again, with friends after the singK session..

Seriuosly, havent been to any K session since the beginning of 2010.

I know is random, bt i just wanna say is fun to play "Jenga" not to sure of the name

but is the 'each person take one block out without letting the whole building fall game'

There goes the end of my 16 August 2010..

Tomorrow back to reality againn.. time to work..

sigh

2010-08-12T16:58:00.002+08:00

why is the weather so d*mn hot?

Why do i feel sleeepy when i'm trying to be serious!!!

perhaps, i'll just fail it
and back to 3month class again..

I really hate myself now..
I cant focus!!

I LOST MYSELF

brain, please come back..
=(

On Leave!!!

2010-08-07T18:32:00.004+08:00

Yeahhhhhh.. finally on leave laaaaa...
But need to do revisionnnn... akkk...

*slap slap* my faceeeee...
feeeels so lazyyy

>____________________<

my colleagues are all in Cameron Highlands..
i wish i could go tooooo..
but study is more important!

gambateh Low Ann Ann!!!!

p/s: for my new look, check my fb XD

it's me! XD

2010-08-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

hey people..

i actually wanted to blog smting else..
but i cant find my camera.. =/
cant share thigns tim..

anyhow..

show u my new look first lol

hehe.. jus a sneak peak..

wait ii'll find a better picture soon to show u my new look XD

bye for now..

lol

A day off

2010-07-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

Yay, got myself a day off from work today...
BUT sadly the reason is not to have fun..
I had alot of thigns to do for this day off!

Well, luckily i still manage to have some fun depsite the hectic schedule XD

Watched the sorcerer's apprentice with few of them,
i'm not too sure whether we should have had fun on this day.. lol
but, no harm having some little fun with all the busy work.. right?
By the way, the movie is niceeeee.. enjoyed it alot..

I heard inception was a really nice movie, wanted to watch but....
it was full ='(
so we went for sorcerer's apprentice instead,
still is a good movie too..

I wanted to post some pics..
butt... i'm too tired to do it now..
I guess alot of my friends, still havent see my new look YET..

hehe..
I got short hair!
got some good feedback and some bad feedback..
still i got no regret!

Thanks to my dear dear =)

=(

2010-07-16T23:37:00.005+08:00

I believe that being able to know each other,

is a kind of faith

We might know each other for 3months, 1 year, 3 years, 5years, 7 years, 10years or even more..

We used to meet each other everyday but now maybe once a month or even lessser..

We used to know every little details of each others daily life..

but now i might not even know what important things are goin on in your life..

that's because we all have different priorities in our life..

I hate having to choose..

i hate growing up... =(

Break

2010-07-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

Yes i do need a break!

I need sunshine,

I need BEACH

I NEED a good rest!!!!

I lost my life in work

Who am I now?

Why do I work?

When i feeling lost in this world,

at least i still have your smile..

You give light to my life *^^*

XOXO

I, You, We, They

2010-07-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

Time flies =)
Is already July.. half of 2010 passed..

Things changed, alot of things changed..

I, You, We, They, changed

I'm not me anymore,

You're the best lol

We're not student anymore,

They're walking different path

so What is I, You, We, They now?

Final!!!

2010-07-11T19:11:00.002+08:00

Feeeeeeelsss sleeeeeepy noww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Would it be possible to watch the finals?
i doubt i could stay awake, hehe

Few colleagues is going to stay a night in Sheraton to watch Final togetehr..
sighh.. but i'm not joining... lol
Coz i'm super sure i wil be like walking zombie the next day!
plus, my parents wasn't quite happy with it. XD

Or... perhaps i shoudl go to bed early and..
curi curi wake up at 230? lol

Having you

2010-07-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

Having you is one of the best thing i ever had in my life,

I must be one lucky girl

Thank you for loving me for who i am and what i am..

Accepting the good side and bad side of me..

Dear dear,

I love you and always will

Huggssssss =)

Love My Family =)

2010-07-03T00:25:00.003+08:00

It's Friday Night!!
Usually, i wont be at home early....
but tonight was different.. reached home by 7pm!!

Had dinner with my family..
A lot of things are different now..
I used to have dinner every night with my family..
but now, is only once in awhile..
It was jus a normal meal.. but i feel warm..

Also went for grocery shopping with them,
I cant remember when was the last time i go shopping with them..
It was really fun lol
Choosing stuff from the shelf and daddy's paying for it =p

It's really been a long time i had such feeling..
Jus walking around lookin for stuff,
without having to worry anything..
I guess this is the feeliing of secure?

I'd went through alot of thigns lately..
And i can feel that my parents really care for me alot..
and they will help and support me whatever happened to me..
Thou i might be abit emo sometimes..

Thanks Daddy.. Thanks Mummy..

Stress?

2010-06-29T21:19:00.004+08:00

When I'm having sleeping problem...

When I'm findin hard to even smile when think of work..

when I feel like crying while doing my work...

When I starts to wonder why am i in this job..

are these sign of stresss?

Honestly.. i think i lost the passion with my job...

can i..............?

=(

Friday nighttt.. =)

2010-06-26T12:41:00.003+08:00

i know i love to have fun..
okay, i admit i'm kinda playful..
but not rebellous k? lol

Yesterday night was really fun =)
You can say it's a lil crazy..
From office, to petaling street to jalan Ipoh then back to office..

After work, back to office,
One of the girls wanted to go Petaling Street for flowers,
and so we accompany her to bought a bouquet of lilies,
Flowers are pretty!
I do wonder, how guys feel when they receive flower?
lol, awkward? or surprise?

After Petaling Street, Dinner at Jalan Ipoh..
And then, Football session!!! lol

Can u imagine a bunch of girls, goin for football session? haha
Well, not all of them is interested with the game,
so 2 left during half time..
4 noob girls, with a jug of tiger beer
watching Brazil VS Portugal
at a bar nearby my office
Too bad it wasn't a really interesting game..
End with a draw.. 0-0

I think my parents got abit unhappy with me going out for football session..
lol but it wasn't my first time going out at night...
hhhmm, i do understand why they're unhappy with it..
but i wont do it so often.. jus once a while to release stress..

Okay, had enough fun ystd night..
thanks to those crazy colleagues.. lol
but NOW.. time to continue my work... T__________________________T

Snowflakeeee

2010-06-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

According to mr XXX, my blog havent gt any update sinceeee 2 weeks ago,
my apologies.. coz i'm too busy with someone XD

There's one great place for dessert that i truly like it..
I went it once with my girls abt 2months ago? lol

Snowflake, located at Pavilion infront of Padini Concept Store..
Jus like its name, the main dessert is iceeeeeeeeeeeee..
with yummy taro ball, grass jelly, red bean, peanuts.. etc etc..
there's few choices, u can go according to your own taste..

Snowflake:

The menu

i like to see the colour of the beans, barley, peanuts.. lol

It was a really long queue, after long time of waiting to order,
you'll get a UFO!

It'll vibrate and ring when our dessert is ready!

WAiting...........

Still waitinggg.. see him holding the UFO thingy? lol
He must be really craving for the ice =p

My Taro ball+Grass Jelly

I likey

His Taro ball+red bean+peanut

That's all for the day.. lol

It's nice and not to pricey, try it when u got the chance.. =)

2010-06-22T22:56:00.003+08:00

过去我们互不认识
曾经在走廊上交叉经过
我们都有着很不一样的过去
但都不重要

现在
很幸福有你 =)

2010-06-08T18:40:00.003+08:00

dont ask my why i blog at such odd hours.. lol
yeah, i'm at client place.. i know is super wrong to blog while working..
but hey, is almost 7pm now.. no wrong taking a break right? heheh

I'm goin to apply a long unpaid leave in end of july to mid of August..
I'm very sure, it will not be successful.. no harm trying eh?
If u guess that i'm goin to take it for travelling..
You're so so wrong.. i gt even more important thing to do.. lol

but if i can take one or two days for travelling.. it will be a good idea.. =p

wish me luck.. if they dont allow me to take the long unpaid leave....
I have a back up plannnn....

resignation letter lol

Not a correct way but i dont care...
i dont know what is right or wrong now.. lol

Mayday!

2010-06-06T15:29:00.002+08:00

Well, i cant say i'm a Mayday Fans.. but i love their songs!
Went to their concert yesterday night!!

It was a nice concert, but perhaps i didn't know their songs well enough,
so it didn't give me a very high impact.. lol

Still, i had a great time!

阿信 is soooo attractive XD
but my seat was abit far frm the stage so i actually didn't saw them clearly. hehe

Like the concert T shirt!!!!
So regret that i didn't bought it >______<

but i realy enjoyed the show, wish i was at the rock zone there..
I can see the fans really enjoyed themselves in the rock zone,
it lookss sooooo fun to be down there

I'm not too sure how many songs they actually sang..
coz i have to admit, some song i really have no idea what song is it..
I was longing for 'zhi ming yu chun jiao' *ask me if u hav no idea what is it lol*
luckily they really sang it at the second encore!!
Soo satisfiedddd =)

S-T-R-E-S-S

2010-06-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

SSSSSSssssssssssttttttttttrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

i wanted to get a copy of resignation letter from my colleague..
but she dont want to give me... =(

still thinking...

jus wanted to shoutt out loud..

I ffeeeeeel stresssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!

but...

sadly.. that's lifeee....

your smile =)

2010-05-21T00:20:00.003+08:00

When you smile, I'll smile..
When you dont smile, i dont feel like smiling too
Do you know how important your smile is to me?

When you're unhappy,
I feel like the day seems gloomy..
My heartaches when i know you're unhappy..

I was glad to see a smile on your face =)
Your smile will make me smile too

Dear, I Love you

XOXO
21th of May
<3

lunch break

2010-05-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

Yes, is office hour now..
No, is not, it should be lunch break now.. lol

I only used 30mins to have lunch,
I thought our job was quite rush,
in the end, when we get back to client office:

Senior: relaks abit la, no worry.. we stil got time..
Me: huh? really ak?

And so.. i'm now here.. blogging while i'm in client office. lol

i know i should get back to work soon..
jus 5mins more of rest k?

Dont feel like talking today..
i dunno why...
perhaps too much of laptop will makes ppl crazy..

okla. get back to work la..
but i'l continue to be on plurk lol

Change

2010-05-16T19:47:00.002+08:00

I'm in my early twenties now,
i cant say i'm a teenager anymore,
but i'm stil consider as young adult, right?

I spots alot of changes in me,
alot of things happened in this 2010,
it has been full with ups and downs,
anyhow, i've manage to get through it
and is already middle of May..

I dont know are those changes in me is good or bad,
i know i'll lose something when i choose something...

Anyway...
Weekends are so precious now,
sometimes i dont know whether i should fill it up with activities
or just use my weekend to recharge myself.

Is already Sunday night..
So what did you do this weekend?
Shopping with your friends?
Hangout with your love one?
Family day?
Stay at home enjoy your own moments?

48hours is so so not enough
and that's provided i got no work to bring back home to do
There's alot of things in my to do list..
And is so hard to achieve it
I should seriously make some plans
or else i'll lost my life lol

Anyhow, it's been quite a good weekend,
at least my saturday is a good one.
Wake up early to the park,
Lunch in Tenji with my family
and hangout awhile
Then dinner drink homecooked soup twice lol (not boiled by me of course)
And slept well in Bangi.

gahh.. i love saturday but i dont like Sunday lol lol

Is raining outside nowww..
Why does rain always afffect my mooodd???
I misss you badly... again... =(

2010-05-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

Was reading my friend's blog, she tells about her life with her bbman lol
Her blog is in my blog list, u can check it out how sweet they are XD

I forgotten how long she had been with him,
but i can feel how sweet they are and how happy they have each other

I wonder how long it takes to reach there?
I know for two person to live together,
it need commitment, toleration and most important love?
I might not be right, that's jus how i feel..

I know we still got a long way to go..
I'm happy every moment with you,
I'll cherish you...

Yes, I Love You =)

couples in office

2010-05-06T21:31:00.002+08:00

Today leave office at 6smting,
not in the mood to stay back, wasn't feeling too well lol

I was in the lift with two other collegues from other group,
both of them are management staff so i didn't talk to them before.
I'm not too sure, but from their interaction i guess they were couple.
to avoid being thought as a light bulb, i quickly walk pass them
as i cant held back my sight to look at them. heheh

Last week, i heard that there's also a couple in other group, both of them also management staff.
and as i know, there's a married couple too in the office.
Both also management staff. lol

Honestly, if I didn't hear about it from others,
i would not have notice, they're couple..
except for the couple that i met in lift.

I wonder will there be conflict of intersest for couple being in the same office?
lol.. and would their performance be compare to each other??
I'm not too sure is there anymore coupels in office,
but it'll be interesting to find out. lol lol lol
i guess stayin in office too much is making me getting more n more wu liao =)

It's raining again........
and yeah.. i miss you..

badminton?

2010-05-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

if you know me quite well, u might know i used to play badminton quite often with my friends.
At lesat once a month, but.. it was like half a year ago,
I think i havent been playing badminton for almost half a year,
hhhmmm.. but i'm not too sure thou.. issit really half a year?
but i know i havent been having exercise for quite a long time,
i really cant recall when was the last time, i had a good sweat

I lost all my staminas.. totally..
I cant even play a good game,
it's too hard for me to even run around the badminton court,
coz my heart is beating too fast lol
i only played for about 20mins and i decide to just stand aside and look at them XD

well, i'm so unhealthy now
sitting in the aircond room from day to night and even when i'm sleeping i'm stil in the air cond room lol
i know i need some changes..
I dont want to die young =p
shall think nicely, how i want my life to be ;)

前年今日

2010-04-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

好久没用中文了
话说今天我很早就回到家了
难得没带工作回家原本打算做个好学生
收拾书本和笔记要读一下
虽说还有几个月才到重考得日期
不过提早准备也应该的吧？

不过，很遗憾的我上了网后
就完全没冲劲要读书了
还很无聊的看会两年前我post的东西
看下看下读到这篇
2008年4月29日
时间过得真快，那是两年前的事了
突然有点怀念一群人在我家捣蛋的时光
很怀念读书无工作压力的生活

我知道人要成长
也知道大家还很要好
只是要一起出来打打闹闹
是很困难了

2008年4月29日
我们一起开开心心的玩了一天

2010年4月29日
大家都在各忙各的生活

Love rain

2010-04-29T20:04:00.003+08:00

If the word rain reminds u of the korean super hot pop star,
i'm sorry, this post is not about him lol

I'm talking about the rain that falls from the sky..
I love the rain today..

The sound of the rain,
sooo soothing..

I'm so lucky today, i can walk out of the office by 6pm,
before the sky turns dark,
I can still look at the rain..
Rain in the city..
Is like washing away all the hustle and bustle
dont you think so?

I was standing in the monorail,
looking outside,
thinkin back how i used to always look at the rain..
I really like looking at the rain,
Is even better if i can feel the rain
is just that now i hav lesser chance as i usually stucked inside a building

Rain reminds me alot of things..
A lot of memories..
Good and bad ones..

Is still raining now,
making me missing you badly..

2010-04-28T00:22:00.003+08:00

Please dont ask me why am i stil not in bed at this hour,
I know tomorrow i have work.. i need to wake up early,
but i'm stil reluctant to go to sleeeeeep XD

Guess what i'm doin at this hour?
Loading youtube, watchin MV..
Listening to music is my hobby.. and i havent been doin that for some time..

I'm home early today.. but i brought back work to do..
unfortunately, working at home is not a good idea for me..
The progression is soooooooooooooo slow.. =/

how how? stay in office is much more productive.. lol
Maybe i should stay back in office tomorroww..

Saturday is Labour day!
Hopfeully it'll be a good good day..

share abit on what i'm listening jus now

Jay Chou new song

and

Lady Gaga ft Beyonce - Telephone

i know is two very different style of song..
but that's me..
I'm very 'diversified'

Enjoy and Good night!

I heart you =)

my first phone lol

2010-04-25T22:00:00.006+08:00

After i start working.. i have to give up alot of personal time..
Most of the time.. and u can say almost all of it is full with work, work and stil work..
but it'll be better after the peak period..
i believe i can stand til then.. hahah
is easy to say, whehter i really can stand it is still unknown..

It was great when i dont have to work on weekend,
coz i finally can have some personal time, doin things that i wish to do.

spend time with friends.. with family and with him.. lol
went to shopping at mid valley last saturday andddd

I finally get myself a new phone!!
U might not belive but i never bought any phone before..
is my very first phone! *dont laugh at me k? lol*
the phones that i used are always old phones from my dad or sis..
SO, guess what did i bought for myself??

HTC Touch Diamond 2!!

am very satisfy with it lol
but my friend say is a waste that the phone is in my hand..
coz i dont really know how to fully utilize all the good function in it..
weell it takes time to get used to it and i'll prove that i can use this phone =p

btw, if u happen to think that i reply sms really slow..
please be patient with me..
i'm so so not used to typing msg now..

okay. i shall continue to explore how good this phone is =p

Sunday night

2010-04-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

It's already 12am.. so is monday midnight now.. lol
I guess for most of the working people, Monday is like the hardest day of the week..
Every Sunday night, i wish tomorrow would never come. hahah
i know i'm a lazy girl..

today was a really busy day..
as i blogged earlier, i was doin my work in the morning..
and is my friends convocation today too at Shangri la hotel
it was like a roller coaster day..
rush my work,rush to the mall, rush to the florist
and rush back home to dress up and rush to the convocation
well, but is all worth it

i wonder who took 2 flowers and end up TengTeng didn't get any of it,
please surrender yourself lol

Too bad that we cant have a group photo with lots of us in it,
is too messy and most of them is rushing to go back.
anyway, it was great seeing you all..
wish we could gather like this in the future too.. thou i know is hard

Also, today is a special day to me,
it's like reachin the second milestone..
Is my pleasure to meet and i'm looking forward to know more =)

i guess i'm loving you more and more..

thank you for being in my life..

Congratulationssssssssssssss!

2010-04-18T09:32:00.003+08:00

GOOOOOOD MORNINGGGGGGGG!!
It's sunday morning, and i'm waking up alone in the house!
my first time stayin at home alone. lol
yup, is my first time..
dont be surprise k? hahah

Is actually not too scary after all..
thou i'm kinda sensitive with any sound that i've heard during the night. XD

Anyway, i'm actually rushing my work now.. damn sad right?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Today is quite an important date for lots of my friends in HELP.
Congratulations!

thou i cant deny, there's a slight disappointment..
but i'm fine and i'm happy for them =)

*my heart is beating kinda fast now..
later must wear pretty pretty to attend the convo lol
wondering should i buy something for him and them?

A day off

2010-04-09T17:15:00.002+08:00

LOL today is Friday and i was suppose to work like a cow in office...
butttt.....

I'm now resting at home.. hahahah

I'm not lazy to go to work..

I dont hate my job

is jus that,

I have something else to do.. =p

I

Love

You

我变得有点任性了 =)

once my dream..

2010-04-06T21:16:00.004+08:00

today was not a busy day...
thou i get a little busy when is almost 530.. hahah

I'm at home before 7pm again..
i guess this whole week will be the same..

i'm not sad.. but i'm not happy at the same time..
weird feeling eh?

I was feeling so empty..
I spend about an hour being home alone...
Listening to music, surfing the net..
suddenly.. the urge of playing the piano came in..

Flipping through the music score,
i stopped at Jay Chou's Secret.
I tried to play it,
it didn't go well..
my sight reading is slow
my fingers are stiff
my beats are all out

When was the last time i played the piano?
i really cant recall..

Being a pianist was once my little dream
i forgotten how much i used to love playing piano..
It was just a dream anyway

Pachabel Canon in D
One of my favourite..
feels kinda emo while i'm playing it..
I still remember the first time i played it i was only 15..
and now i'm 21...

the sound of the piano is stil the same,
but the feeling is different..

Highlights of Shanghai

2010-04-03T15:03:00.005+08:00

Well, what pops into ur mind when we mention Shanghai?
Alot of ppl told me that it's a nice city.. it's really develop with lots of tall buildings..

It's quite right, in the middle of the city... u can see lots and lots of tall building..
The night view is splendid.. if the weather is goood. i think it'll be great to go to the shanghai building..

Another amazing thing of Shanghai is the number of mall there..
Lots of brands that are not available in Malaysia over there!
But i think branded stuff are more expensive over there..

3 storey H&M!!!

I wish we had it here

I"m a barbie girl, in a barbie world.. lol

There's a 3 storey barbie shop there tooo
Great for barbie fans.. but i'm too old for it =p

Since we're in China, we definitely visited temples! pray pray ^^

We're at 九曲桥!

i'm not to sure did i get the name right lol

at 城隍庙...

i really pray seriously. hoping things would be fine

Had you heard of Shanghai Expo?

Countries over the world participated it!

You can see building with differnt concept and technologies..

I wish i could go in and have alook.. too bad i came back before the Expo starts..

Luckily, we can still have a peek of it frm a bridge!

I wonder can u spot Malaysia buliding in this pic? lol

The china building

FOOOOOOD
Actually shanghai got lots of good thing to eat!
but i dont really have the luck to taste all.. well.. still some good foood..
MY favourite:

Aaaakkk. i'm starting to miss it dy =)

Shanghai Xiao Long Bao!!

sorry, i'm lazy.. so not to much description.. lol

that's all for today ;)

人生如戏

2010-04-03T01:53:00.003+08:00

life can be dramatic.. i know i had a lame title.. but this is what my blog is goin to be about

有时候人生真的可以很戏剧化

很多没想过会发生的事

其实真的会发生在自己身上

我在反省着

我是个

矛盾

犹豫

缺乏自信

常常质疑怀疑

难搞

的人。。

我不敢说自己是个很好的人了。。

=)

2010-04-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

April fool today.. but no joke around me..
work work work.. not that i hate my job..
still manage to cope with it =)

Had my first stock take yesterday night..
hhhmm.. is my first time, so was quite looking forward to it..
I guess i mess up a little.. but still fine..

Everyday at work, i seems to be having new challenges..
Dealing with seniors, supervisors, managers..
gahh.. is just different from dealing with friends..

Luckily tomorrow is friday and i dont have to work this weekend!!!
sooooooooooooooooooooo happy!!!! lol
i miss my bed, i want to have lots of sleeeeep on it..
but actually i already have tons of activities to carry out this weekend,
so i guess i wont get to sleep too much too.. hahah

Did you saw the moon today?
I wonder does the moon look same at your place too..
It's quite pretty..
I wish you could see it too

My mood is like the share price, going up and down during the day.
luckily at the end of the day, the share price is still stable..
what's wrong with me.. lol

bla bla bla

2010-03-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

Bloggie bloggie..

i'm sorry i wanna release all my stress and tension here AGAIN...

I wish i have more happy things to blog about,

but somehow i only go to my blog when i'm feeling emo and down

Well, i supposed to share how 'happy' i've been in Shanghai..

but sorry.. i'm too stressed by my work.. so next time k?

Stress is coming in..
I know i should stay strong to survive in this working world

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

i need something to release all my tension out!!!

where can i go to shout out loud?! i really need to release it badly..

I'm back to point one again, have to start adapting all over again..

Besides about work,

relationship.. somehow.. troubles me too

i'm stil too quiet when i'm hanging around with collegueas i jus know..

I need time to feel comfortable to joke around..

ya, i'm those slow heated type of person..

but i dont have the time to slowly know everyone..

so how should i be?

Jus a random question...

Can i just be an ignorant person?

I DONT WANT TO CARE ABOUT IT

I DONT WANT TO GET EMO ABOUT IT

I DONT WANT I DONT WANT I DONT WANT

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sorry for such a messy post..

I'm just feelin realy unstable lol

perhaps the heat is making me sick too

I'm back!

2010-03-28T23:19:00.002+08:00

aaakk... is been so long since i last blog! lol
not that i forgot about my bloggie, is jus that i cant log in to my blog
coz i was in Shanghai for 3 weeeeks!!!
Glad that i'm back now ^^

I wasn't there for travelling so it wasn't as fun as usual goin to overseas.
Well, is my first time landing my feet on Shanghai
is not a beautiful city as i expect it to be.. *no offence k?*
I'm not sure whether u know, the Expo wil be held in Shanghai
so there's alot of renovation and development goin on in Shanghai..
perhaps the timing i went is not quite good..
is so dusty.. and all the renovation and construction spoiled the beaufitul view of the city =/

After all the renovation, i guess it'll be better.. so u should go see it urself one day..
bt too bad i didn't went to the Shanghai Tower due to the bad weather,
you'll be able to see the view of Shanghai from the tall building,
RMB150 for the entrace fee.. not cheap so since i cant see any view coz of the bad weather so we decide not to go for it.

well, 3 weeks.. quite a long time huh?
i'm now kinda afraid of chinsese food.. lol
i have so much to talk about this 3 weeks..

but now i'm not in the mood to blog about it..
Hopefuly i'll have the mood soon..
and i'l try to upload some photos =)

ciaoooo for nowwww.. lol

Diary on 2/28

2010-02-28T11:07:00.004+08:00

hello my dear blog,

i think i love to blog lately,
perhaps it is really a good way to express what's in my mind here
happy and unhappy stuffs
also, i'm in bangi now
got nothing better to do lol

Today is the last day of February also, the last day of the chinese new year celebration
I'm glad yesterday i get to meet up with all of you.
If not, i feel that my cny is so empty this year hahaha

Is hard to stay cheerful lately,
i tends to get emo during the night,
not every night of course..

anyhow, life is short, i should just appreciate every moment i have right?
I shouldn't be down and sad all the time =)
let's see when my emotion wil break down again..
i hope i'l be able to stay strong
unless someone is there for me =p

Actually i'm not that bad luck..
I should see things from different perspective
Puiyee gave me a quote on fb

"there's a rainbow behind every dark cloud"

i'm looking forward to see the rainbow,
I believe i'll be fine,
and you'll give me some of your luck right? lol

I'm not too sure what my future will look like,
I'm stucked now
No matter how it'll be, please wish me luck
I'll move on!

also more and more of my friends are starting to work,
All the best to you
I hope we'll still have time to meet and maintain our relationships

XOXO

2010-02-26T00:17:00.004+08:00

Life is harsh..
IT IS REALLY HARSH

I seems to have used up all my good luck..
Life doesn't seems to be goin the way i want..

why do i have so many obstacles?
WHY?

WHY MUST I HAVE TO GET THROUGH ALL THIS?

I'M TIRED

Can i take a break?

Can i just walk away and disappaer?

Where had all my luck went?

I'm an adult..

2010-02-21T23:14:00.002+08:00

Working life really can make someone grown up,
and i mean mentally.

I have to admit
i wasn't mature enough
there's alot of things that i dont really know how to handle
and being in the third week of my working life
i can feel myself being more mature
*mentally not physically k? lol
(perhaps physically i do look older now also)

The most obvious change i think is that
I learn to talk with different people!
I'm a rather shy person, lol and i'm stil is a shy person
so having to talk to different people is like one of the main challenge to me
talking to client, seniors, colleagues etc etc
I hope i do speak well or i should say i could say the right thing at the right time
still need some time to learn about it

Working late,
i had my first experience of working til 1am on saturday
It was rather sad havin to work on a saturday while my friends were hanging out together
well, this is the job that i chosen, so i have to bear with it
Driving home at late hour was actually.. a bit fun?
as the road is free from traffic jam.. XD
i actually speed back home =p

And guess what happened today?
My car ran out of battery, and i do mean totally flat
when i was tryin to go home from client place
I have to ask for help..
learning to jump start the car
I actually dont even know how to open the bonet
honestly, i panicked when i cant start my car
and is goin to rain, luckily is not midnight

hahahahah i guess life was abit tough for me lately
is okay, i'll learn from it and grow to be a better person

Yes i'm growing up.. I'm an adult now

Life is full with uncertainty,
I have not decide what's my next step
Continue with my work?
Resign?
Change job?

hahaha i dont know.. as i'm NOT a graduate yet.. sorry for lying..

untitled

2010-02-18T19:56:00.002+08:00

I always think that i'm one lucky girl.
Life have always been going smoothly
and is too good to be true..
so i have been given a different route..

a rough road that i wanted to give up walking
as i cant see the end of it
Someone told me,
there's always a reason for things happening,
perhaps God wanted me to walk a differnet road

accepting it was hard
really hard..
can it be a dream?

whenever i close my eyes, i hope that when i open my eyes
eveyrthing is just a dream..

N-O it wasn't a dream
Wake up please..
Welcome to the real world.
yeah right, welcome to the real world.
what a great timing to know it =(

I'm a kampung girl

2010-02-14T22:52:00.003+08:00

First of all,

Happy Tiger Year !!
Gong hei gong hei~~

Is chinese new year again..
this year, things seems to be kinda different..
Is chu1 night now, and i'm still in Bangi lol
been staying here for 3nights,
thou i wanna go bak kl to go out and have fun
but life here isn't that bad after all

Been having a really simple life,

1. riding bicycle
so so healthy right?
and i was barked by a really fierce dog when passing by someone hse..
my heart was beating so fast when the dog is getting nearer
hahahah havent have experience like this for a really long time..

2. planting tree using cangkul!
been helping to plant trees around the house! lol
with cangkul and spade.. playing with the water, getting dirty..

3. looking at the sky at night
the sky here is alot clearer than kl,
i can see lots of stars.. except when alot of ppl playin firecracker and i cant see it dy lol
really, is relaxing..

I feel like i've back to my childhood.. hahah
when i'm riding bicycle, i closed my eyes for few seconds..
hoping, that i could just suddenly disappeared..
so i can avoid all the problem i'l have to face soon
but when i open my eyes,
nothing seems to change..
i'll have to face the reality soon..
real soon.. hope they'll be able to accept it..
okay, let's put that aside first.
sorry if i spoilt ppl's mood when u're reading this..

Talking about CNY,
i wanna go play akkkkkkk..
date me pleaseeeee..lol
start work den cant play dy la. T______________T

By the way, i didn't mention..
lots of firecrackers can be see here too..
night night also got, hahah
bt it gets annoying when there's too much

That's all for now first..
i need to find something to entertain myself hahaha

May all the best come in the brand new tiger year ^^

also

happy valentines day

My 'first' job

2010-02-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

3daysss.. yup.. i'm officially at work for 3days

How long i'll stay there is still unkown, as i havent fully explore it yet

what had i experienced:

feet is full with bruises, thanks to the so uncomfy heels

smile no matter how u feel, =)

Just do ur best, even is just an easy task

believe tomorrow will be a better day

now i'm stil doing really basic work nia.

trying to adapt to the new environment

anyway tomorrow is Friday!!

excited tim.. hahahahahahha

i hope i'll like my job..

I shall go sleep early, so that tomorrow i'll be having lots of energy to deal with whatever work i have!!!

Nightsssss

Look into the past

2010-01-25T18:00:00.001+08:00

Do you read back your old post?
I have the habit to read back once in a while..
Finding out what was my feeling in the past
especially when i got nothing to do, like today.. =)

Last year this time,
i was enjoying my semester break.
Having lots of fun,
following drama "xing fu jue zhe I do"
Went to the movies,
Went to Genting
Going here and there
Also celebrating cny

And this year,
everything seems so different.
i dont know why am i feeling so empty
perhaps afraid of the uncertainty?
Being an adult is not so fun after all
I need time to be mentally grow up

Issit just me being emo,
or is normal to experience this at this stage..
I dont want to be 22 =(

I hope everything will get better on february..
and please i hope my final results wil be release soon..

ParkBom You and I

2010-01-22T18:53:00.003+08:00

Park Bom - You And I
I love this song =)

one month = 31days = 744hours = 44640minits = 2678400seconds

I hope there will be no end to it lol

XOXO

2010-01-22T11:17:00.002+08:00

Is friday again. one more week and is february..
Time seems to be passing fast.

Is time for me to make a decision..
I know i should not be so demanding..
I guess i'm one greedy girl lol
When you are given a better choice, you would want to get it.

Anyway, it seems that i have no luck with K
So i'll go for G! lol lol

Things will be fine right?
I know it would be.
February will be one busy month.

Stil enjoying my life

2010-01-19T19:06:00.005+08:00

Heeeyy, i think is time for some update for the blog!
Life has been quite intersting for me during this weekend..
Well. i'll just cut out those unhappy one and only shares some intersting things here

I have two visitor from Finland! They were in KL for a short period lol
bring them to china town as requested by them and then dinner!
Met yeeyee in the restaurant lol
and u can spot tengteng is with me!
thanks for accompanying me for the day, and sorry for risking ur life =p

The next day we went to batu caves!

It was a really short trip. Didn't get ot bring them to other places due to time constraint

Tiina and Emma. They're really outstanding, they caught alot of attention where ever they go

Hope we'll get to meet agian some day =)

And on 18/1/2010

I went to queue up for something!!

See the crowd!

I really didn't expect such crowd.. i reach there by 1130 and i heard some ppl reached at 6!!

Omggg.. queue for 5hourssss.. i know is crazy.. but i did it! lol

okay, i think ihavent say i bought what...

Tada~

SuperJunior 2nd Asia Tour SuperShow 2

aaaaaa, dun say i'm too old for this k? lol lol

btw, i'm sooooooo broke now!!!

i guess i'll have income starting february..

excited.. but also lazy to work =p

薛凱琪 - 慕容雪

2010-01-12T11:13:00.002+08:00

臨行辭別你　欣賞未夠
分一碟相思豆　冬至送輕舟
紅霞溶掉你　身邊白雪
姑蘇盛產的絲繡　蓋著我消瘦

回頭望得清楚　快樂過很多
但缺乏你　我又擁有甚麼

我不是我　你轉身一走蘇州裡的不是我
以美景掩飾我如舊美好地過
不過不過　都不過抱著你的煙波
誰人能像你感動我
你泛起山川碧波裡的不是我
浮盪你背後河流上泡影　一個又一個
無奈美麗捉緊到手上
如雲石堅穩都會弄破

前塵弄熄煙火　記下了幾多
但記下你　對幸福有用麼　

我不是我　你轉身一走蘇州裡的不是我
以美景掩飾我如舊美好地過
不過不過　都不過抱著你的煙波
誰人能像你感動我
你泛起山t碧波裡的不是我
浮盪你背後河流上泡影　一個又一個
無奈美麗捉緊到手上
如雲石堅穩都會弄破

和文物好好抱擁　仍難敵心底細雪洶湧
誰人明白我多凍　這種風景我看不懂
只發現雙腳不會動

我不是我　你轉身一走蘇州裡的不是我
以美景掩飾我如舊美好地過
不過不過　都不過抱著你的煙波
船兒河上每天運貨
你帶走春耕秋收每一天渡過
存在我腦內河流上雪景　真正屬於我
其實美麗畢竟太抽象
被文學書本一語道破

那海市蜃樓只是我

gosh, i duno why i like this song so much now.
Listen to it before to sleep every night XD

soooo niceeeee eh.. lol

and wish me luck for my coming days..

i'll be needing it =)

What movie? lol

2010-01-06T22:11:00.006+08:00

My movie life is finally backkkkk!!!!
Recently watched 4 movie.. not a lot but is quite satisfying XD

Treasure Hunter

I must say.. it's a rather boring movie =X

Thou jay chou is in the movie

dont really get the story line.. no good lol

But thumbs up for Chi Ling, i really thinks she acted really well!

And she's sooooo beautiful!!

Storm Warrior 2

ermm, if you watched part one, i guess u'll be tempted to watch part 2 as well.
So is kinda like a must watch for me lol and i'm there to watch Aaron Kwok heheh
The story is from comic so, the movie tries to bring out the feeling of comic.
It's acceptable for me, but i'm not sure whether u can accept it.

Avatar

I think this is a nice movie.. thou i fall asleep during the movie =p
Not because it's boring, is jus that i'm too tired.. lol
but i really enjoyed it. =)

ermm.. i guess most people watched it.. so is like a must watch?

Sherlock Holmes

NIceeeee movie!!! thou i'm sitting at the third row, i still enjoyed it!
Every secene is so exciting.. and funny as well~
Is slightly different from the sherlock holmes i read on book, but is still a good one!

hhhmmmm.. what else more to watch??

Alvin and the chipmunk 2

Did you hear about the morgans?

Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant

Bodyguard & Assassins

Anymore suggestion? LOL

but i dont think i'l watch all of them la..

2009/2010

2010-01-05T13:05:00.004+08:00

Well, it's 2010!! it's already 5th of January..
I know planning ahead is a good thing, but i havent been planning
and not even thinking much what i want to achieve or to get in this new year.

If you ask me, what's my new year wish?
Perhaps is to live happily with no regrets everyday
I always think like that since last time thou.

my 2009 is full with ups and downs
I gain some and lost some
overall, i think i can say i achived something?
unless i fail in my final..

Anyhow, is a brand new year..
If everything goes well, i might start my working life.
Is time to part with my lovely college friends,
and start all over again in a new environment
I know it'll be hard, and i'll miss my friends..
soooooo... wish me luck or give me some encouragement..
i think i need it. =)

and if you have good advices please share with me,
i'm now in a middle of a crossed road..
feeling kinda lost..

lastly, wishing everyone all the best in the year of 2010
Happy New Year

郭靜 - 心牆

2009-12-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

一個人眺望碧海和藍天
在心裏面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越
我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝因爲有限

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富的過每一天快樂的看每一天

Wooh~ 第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉
有什麽故事好想了解
我感覺我懂妳的特別

妳的心有一道牆但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化

我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險
豐富的過每壹天快樂的看每一天

妳會聞到幸福晴朗的芬芳

hhmm, is this that song?
I'm not quite sure.. lol bad memory =/